Sunday, November 11, 2012

Big news!


10/24/12

I am the woman many women hate.  For any of those who reads this, I apologize in advance.  I have a lot of friends who have problems getting pregnant, I have never been one of them.  After two years of being on various types of birth control, and being very careful, timing was a little bit off last month and my cycle ended up becoming very late this month.

Being late is not new for me.  Sometimes my body has a mind of its' own so at first I was not worried about it.  Then I started feeling like crap.  Tired all the time, nauseous.  Finally when I was a week late, and there was no sign of Aunt Flo, I told James that I thought I might be pregnant.  I think he was more in denial than I was.  I told him that I had not tested since I already had an appointment for a physical on Wednesday, I would just have them test me then.  Wednesday came, they gave me a test, and I was not surprised by the results.

However, I was a little bummed.  I fully believe that God is in control.  If he did not want me to be pregnant I wouldn't be.  If he does not want me to have this baby I will miscarry.  If he has a plan for this baby I am the one who has been commissioned with seeing that the plan is carried out.  I am okay with that.  However, the big bummer was the weekend "sleep over" James and I were having in Dallas for his brother's wedding.  Because I was pregnant I knew I would be very tired early that night, and I couldn't drink!  But I made it still till midnight, so I was proud of myself.  I did feel awful however and was more than ready to go to bed when it was time.

So begins a new phase in life and 8 months of anticipation. 

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